27 Jan 2008

In Loving Memory Of Baby, Our Beloved Chinchilla.
01 July 2000 - 27 Jan 2008
Hope he is happy and finally being able enjoy the peace and greatness of Chinchilla Heaven.

Cute Kitten

Was MSN-ing my 'mei mei' in Melbourne on Thursday night and somehow felt quite grateful to have her as my close friend since I was 14 years old... That is a decade of friendship. We also have another 'mei mei' who is currently DIL (deeply in love). Come to think of it, the 3 of us has been there for one another through those teenage years, survived the crushes and crushees and those dreaded exams period. They also have been through with me on failed relationship, failures of exams and periods whereby I needed support the most from friends. I am just so happy and contented to have friends like them.
Anyway, this the picture that my 'mei mei' sent to me on yesterday. Isn't the kitten cute? Aw... Wish I could just pet and cuddle it...

My Bet With God

For those who has been a fan of my previous blog, you would have come across one of my recent blog entry that I have posted dated 23 Dec 2007. The post is with regards to the gamble and bet that I had made with God. I am already expecting to be the ultimate loser in this gamble and although the gamble ain't over yet, it does looks like I am losing.
I know it ain't right for me to be challenging God and I am not even supposed to be making any bets or gamble with Him, but I am just to frustrated with the way He is running my life, my feelings, my moods and my marriage. I am sick and tired of being under His control without feeling much true happiness in my life.
The gamble date would end on 6 Feb 2008 - the first day of CNY. Yes, in two weeks I would know if I am the loser or winner. However, I am already mentally prepared to be the loser.
I can't have the best of the two worlds. He either loses me or He is has to be able to improve my life. I have spent the whole 2007 in dumps and I am sick of that. I am tired of those who has asked me to believe or pray to Him for a miracle or improvement. I have been there, done that with no use at all. I am ready to give up on Him. So if He still does love me as His child, He better do something fast. He has only 2weeks left to prove His love for me, otherwise, He would lose me...

I Miss You

No matter how I wait, I can't go
Next to you, crying
You only gave me pain and you didn't know me
Are you telling me to leave?

I miss you, I miss you
To the point where I hate myself
I want to cry...
I want to kneel down
And if only everything didnt happen..
The memories where I loved you crazily..
Those memories haunt me
But I can't hide from this love any longer
I shouldn't do this
But I miss you to death

How Compatible Are We??

Sheep & Pig

The Sheep and the Pig are similar in the most important ways, making for a smooth, loving and sensuous relationship that's satisfying for both. The Pig is a great sensualist who loves reveling in the comforts of rich foods, lovemaking, even sleeping and bathing. The Sheep is no materialist -- this Sign is perfectly content to dwell within the richness of its own imaginings -- but, especially when in love, has a sensual side that comes to the fore. In any type of relationship between these two, the Pig will admire the Sheep's unique mind and creative intelligence. The Sheep will love the Pig for its generosity, its emotional constancy and its strong shoulder to lean on.

As lovers these two make a great match. These are both emotional Signs; in fact, the Sheep needs lots of love and admiration in order to maintain emotional equilibrium, and the Pig is just the Sign to serve as the Sheep's "safe harbor." The Sheep can seem like a loner, but this reputation comes from the simple fact that this Sign often finds it easier to keep its own, vibrant (mental) company than the unpredictable company of the real world. With the Pig, the Sheep will feel free to come out of hiding. The Pig is incredibly helpful and generous to a lover, since this Sign considers close relationships to be of utmost importance.

2008 Predictions

Pig Ratings
68% (11 favorable and 1 unfavorable month) Major improvement is likely to be in store for you this year. It's ironic that the environment is likely to be more unsettling, while simultaneously providing more opportunities for success. A mental adjustment is required to maximize your potential. Although the Pig tends to look to the future, even to retirement, your focus should be squarely on the present. The future is now. Be alert for favorable situations and make the most of them.

Pig Career
Be wary of changes on the job this year. As you are likely to see increased success, your best bet on the job is to stay focused on the projects you have been working on and make sure you drive them to completion. When you begin new projects, be sure to get the support of your co-workers and management. They will be instrumental to your success on the job. You will find that the work environment is more comfortable this year and that the people around you will appreciate your experience and talent.

Pig Relationships
Family time will be precious this year. You will find yourself wanting to do more with your significant other, and patch up any conflicts created last year. Your social life will be active and fun, whether you are hanging out on the single front or relaxing with your loved one. The single Pig will find plenty of opportunities during the Year of the Earth Rat. If you are single, set aside a little more time for your social life and accept a few more offers to go out. You may find that love is in the air -- along with a new career connection or two.

Pig Health
Changes in your life may be a bit unsettling for you. The pace of the year also poses some risk to your health and well-being. Be sure to avoid any risky physical activity as this is probably not the year to attempt your first mountain climb or deep-sea dive. You should take a slow, cautious approach to your daily life. Your general energy level will be positive this year and you should have no problem maintaining your health.


Pig Wealth
The second half of the Year of the Rat should be much better for you than the first. Exercise caution with your spending and make it a point to think twice about any potential purchases. You will be best served to maintain a budget this year and stick to it. You could have real problems with money if you are not careful and become tempted by the slick sales person type with offers that are not sound.

Blog Re-Opened

Yes, I finally reopened my blog. Can't help to stop blogging.
So yeah, it is a brand new year and brand new blog, which means, it is a brand new start.
This blog would be for me to rant about my life, be it in working life, family life, love life or marriage life. The previous blog which is ariel83.blogspot would no longer be in use.
By the way, if you manage to get this blog address from me, be very happy, as I do not intend to let many people who knows me personally to get to know about this blog, only those who are close to me or those I can trust would be privilege enough to know about this blog.
Let the new blog begin.

PS: the music background is in memory of my courtship with my husband 7+years ago. It is the song he used to woo and convince me to be his gf. Haha...

Perfect Song To Make Me In A Dreamy Mood

Fly me to the moon
And let me play among the stars
Let me see what spring is like
On Jupiter and Mars
In other words hold my hand
In other words darling kiss me
Fill my life with song
And let me sing forevermore
You are all I hope for
All I worship and adore
In other words please be true
In other words I love you