About Me

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Just the blunt and honest me. Just someone who needs to air her inner most feelings and thoughts. Just a female who suffers from a crazy life journey, with lots of ups and down in her life. Just another moronic human being who wishes for peace and serenity in life one day.

Wednesday, October 14, 2015

I Am Charcoal

Hi! My name is Charcoal. I am currently coming to 6 months old. My date of birthday is on 28th April 2015, the same day of my parents' ROM.

Mummy found me on 21st June 2015 and had brought me home, where I have been having a blissful life ever since. I share the home with a white hamster to admire and tease. In this new home, I have practically everything a happy cat needs: many toys, a cat tree, a cat stand, three scratching poles and two cat beds. I heard that Mummy loves cats and has influenced Daddy, who used to prefer dogs, to love me as much.

My favourite food includes:
- Halibut
- Tuna
- Mackarel
- Fish Roe
- Unagi
- Duck
- Chicken
- Prawn
- Cheese
- Crab

I am contented in such simplicity of life and enjoy my naps with Mummy and Daddy during weekends.

I have been fully vaccinated against feline diseases and dewormed to prevent worms growing in my tummy. Recently, I had to undergo a surgery called Spaying. Mummy said it was to protect me from unwanted pregnancies and future cancer diseases. Did you know that there are many unwanted kittens and cats being put to sleep due to lack of societal acceptance daily?

I am lucky that although my fur is all black, Mummy and Daddy didn't believe in all those silly superstitions, they even stood up for me to those who uttered those beliefs.

Looking forward to living the rest of my life and years with Mummy & Daddy.

Saturday, October 10, 2015

Emo Songs Provokes Emo Thoughts

我吻过你的脸
你双手曾在我的双肩
感觉有那么甜
我那么依恋
每当我闭上眼
我总是可以看见
失信的诺言全部都会实现
我吻过你的脸
你已经不在我的身边
我还是祝福你过得好一点
断开的感情线
我不要做断点

Friday, September 4, 2015

你之后的我

你之后的我学会更爱自己
你之后的我学会比过去更幸福
你之后的我学会爱一个更会珍惜,爱护,心疼和体贴我的丈夫
你之后的我学会做一个没有你但能更开心的女强人

Tuesday, August 11, 2015

Broken Vow


PS: TO THAT FELLOW WHO BROKE HIS VOWS AND MY DREAMS OF EVERLASTING HAPPINESS DOES EXIST....


Tell me her name
I want to know
The way she looks
And where you go
I need to see her face
I need to understand
Why you and I came to an end
Tell me again
I want to hear
Who broke my faith in all these years
Who lays with you at night
When I'm here all alone
Remembering when I was your own
[Chorus:]
I'll let you go
I'll let you fly
Why do I keep asking why
I'll let you go
Now that I found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow
Tell me the words I never said
Show me the tears you never shed
Give me the touch
That one you promised to be mine
Or has it vanished for all time
[Chorus]
I close my eyes
And dream of you and I
And then I realize
There's more to life than only bitterness and lies
I close my eyes
I'd give away my soul
To hold you once again
And never let this promise end
[Chorus]

Thursday, July 30, 2015

Lessons Learnt In Certain Aspects of Life

1) The level of education of person does not necessarily equate to his/her manners and attitude towards others.
2) The physical outlook of a person isn't as important when choosing a lifelong partner. Personality, character and his/her ability to commit to the relationship is far more important.
3) Saying wedding vows are touching but the ability to fulfil them in the long run without regrets are more worth moving tears for.
4) Being married is one thing but being committed in a marriage is more worth thinking about.
5) There is no need to have many friends, just a few close friends who are willing to be for there when you need them the most is more worth having.
6) Having a husband who loves you more than you love him is much better than having a husband who is rich but doesn't have time to spend with you.
7) Work will never end. Going home to a loving home and family is worth more than slogging your life out.
8) Average lifestyle is simplicity at its best. There are some things in life that money can't buy.
9) Being divorce is a social stigma but leaving a spouse who had never treasured or cherished you is definetely worth all those belittling eyes.
10) Marriage is created by the hands of two people, so is divorce. Hence, when a divorce happens, both husband and wife are equally to be blamed and not just one person.

Saturday, July 11, 2015

What Would I Do?

What would I do if I meet you on the streets?
I would probably ignore you and pretend that I didn't see you.

What would I do if you ever became one of my patients?
I would get another colleague to attend you and serve you.

What would I do if I had to make a decision between letting you die or to save your life?
I would save your life and then walk away.

What would I do if I had found out that you had remarried?
I wouldn't even give a damn, for I too, have remarried and lead a happier life now.

What would I do if one day I found that you had died?
I would say 'God bless and may your soul rest in peace'.

What would you do?

Saturday, June 20, 2015