Hi Ah Ma,
It has been nearly 7 years since you left us for a better place, a place where you won't have to suffer anymore, a place where you have a better chance to reincarnate to enjoy a better life.
Since you have left this world, your grandchildren has had some changes in their lives:
- I headed for a divorce, found someone better and have remarried.
- I have obtained my degree, something which you always hope that I would obtain.
- Cheryl has got married and is expecting her son in Jan 2019
- Mingzhen has also gotten married and is also expecting his kid in Feb 2019.
Basically, we are all settled into our lives. We are contented with our lives.
How are you up there? Are you enjoying yourself in Heaven? Or have you reincarnated? If you have reincarnated, I wish we will have a chance to cross paths once again, and when that day comes, I hope that I will know it is you, I hope you would show me signs that it is you.
Till the day we meet again. I miss you so much. Everytime I hear the song, Fix You, it reminds me of you and I had tried my best to be filial to you towards the end of your life, taking care of your cancer-stricken days, attempting to minimise your suffering of pain and discomfort by titrating your morphine.
I am sorry that the family didn't inform you of the cancer diagnosis as we were all worried that you may be devastated and affect your mental spirits. We wanted you to live your life to the best until the end. Hopefully you don't blame us.
Take care. Till we meet again.
Love, me.
