As another year comes to a close, I am thankfully grateful for another year of pretty much mundane and stable life. After going through much instability, mental stress, emotional roller coaster rides in my life, I rather have a mundane otherwise boring year. I don't hope for any highs, joys, blessings or even random drops of miracles. I am happy to just to pass one day peacefully at a time.
Occasionally, I am still reminded of my painful past, heartbreaks by a certain person and had dreams of what I would to say to him even if one day he apologizes. Guess I would bring these hurts to my grave. I probably would never be able to fully forgive him for everything he put me through and false hopes he gave. But yet, I am thankful that we parted, otherwise, I would never be able to have a simple and stable relationship/marriage with my husband. That is something he would never ever be able to give me due to his own insecurities as well as lack of maturity to understand the meaning of being in a marriage.
May 2018 bring about the same simplicity and another words, boring, life for me. Maybe just hope for a bit more salary and less job responsibilities. *LOL* Shall dream on with that though...
