不知不觉以经过五年了

5 years has past. Hope you have been well. Hope you have found your own happiness and comfort. I believed you have probably moved on and probably even forgotten my existence. As much as I have move on in lift without you quite happily and comfortably, I still can't forgive nor forget the hurt as well as disappointment that you caused me. You gave me hope, you destroyed my own self-esteem for nothing. You made empty promises and vows only to break it.
I doubt I would be able to forgive you anyway, and moreover, you have never once apologized sincerely nor address the hurt that you have put me through. Menial monetary compensation was all you could do to appease me as a form of apology. Really f*** you!
Yes, I am still very much looking forward karma to catch up with you on my behalf and I am hopeful that I would get to watch you suffer, perhaps then I could and would bring myself to forgive you. I may be a Christian but that doesn't mean I can forgive you for your broken promises and vows, how much emotional abuse you put me through, all your bad gossips sessions with your mum behind my back is unknown and lastly, your final words of 'I don't love you anymore'.
Resolution will not be easy if one day you decide to settle or apologise. By the way, as much I wish for proper closure, I know you wouldn't be man enough or humble enough to do that. Your ego is too big to do such a thing 'cause, you always think you are right no matter what.