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Saturday, October 1, 2016

Love Involves Two Actor/Actress

简单点说话的方式简单点
递进的情绪请省略
你又不是个演员
别设计那些情节
没意见我只想看看你怎么演
你难过的太表面像没天赋的演员
观众一眼能看见
该配合你演出的我演视而不见
在逼一个最爱你的人即兴表演
什么时候我们开始收起了底线
顺应时代的改变看那些拙劣的表演
可你曾经那么爱我干嘛演出细节
我该变成什么样子才能延缓厌倦
原来当爱放下防备后的这些那些
才是考验
没意见 你想怎样我都随便
你演技也有限又不用说感言
分开就平淡些
该配合你演出的我演视而不见
别逼一个最爱你的人即兴表演
什么时候我们开始没有了底线
顺着别人的谎言被动就不显得可怜
可你曾经那么爱我干嘛演出细节
我该变成什么样子才能配合出演
原来当爱放下防备后的这些那些
都有个期限
其实台下的观众就我一个
其实我也看出你有点不舍
场景也习惯我们来回拉扯
还计较着什么
其实说分不开的也不见得
其实感情最怕的就是拖着
越演到重场戏越哭不出了
是否还值得
该配合你演出的我尽力在表演
像情感节目里的嘉宾任人挑选
如果还能看出我有爱你的那面
请剪掉那些情节让我看上去体面
可你曾经那么爱我干嘛演出细节
不在意的样子是我最后的表演
是因为爱你我才选择表演
这种成全
This song reminds me of us when all the love we had had died, when what we had left wasn't love, but rather the false-front to pretend the marriage and relationship was working. The time when we were left drained of making things work out just to preserve each other's pride and ego. We were like actor and actress acting that we were like any married couple going through a rough patch and trying to make things rosy on the outside but in fact, we were both miserable. We desperately wanted a way out of this marriage but none of us dared to make the divorce decision for the fear of repercussion, which none of us want to bear. While we were acting, we both sucked at it and the rest of our friends as well as family members could see we were unhappy and the rifts between us. The constant fights, quarrels and non-verbal cues gave away the clues that we were already on verge of going insane being married to each other.
Thankfully, none of us have to act now. We have freed ourselves from one another...