Movie Marathon

Was supposed to catch Twilight: New Moon on thursday night, but few minutes before we can enter the theatre, Jeff got called back to work. Thus, we sold off the tickets losing 6bucks and I sacrificed my chance of seeing Edward Cullen... Well, as much as I was relunctant to forego the movie, I knew his work was more important.
Anyway, we managed to go for a movie marathon yesterday... Twilight: New Moon at 3.45pm then Ninja Assasin at 7.50pm after dinner at Downtown East... How cool is that? First time we ever had a movie marathon as a couple. LOLx! I am now left hanging until June/July next for the 3rd part of Twilight... I am dying to know if Bella has agreed to Edward's proposal and if Edward does bit her to turn her into a vampire like him... So exciting. Jeff on the other hand was like more interested in Ninja Assasin and seeing Rain's 0% fat body. Duh?! Jeff is totally not into romance movies and I am not really into slaughtering people movie, especially by a ninja. But I guess, this is what you call give and take...

I give up... I am leaving it all in Your hands...

Jesus, take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own

I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on
Jesus, take the wheel

Jesus, take the wheel
Oh, take it, take it from me
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*disappointed*
Is this my fate? Am I supposed to resign to it? What now God? Give me directions pls...

A Choice Once Made Should Never Waiver

The day I made the choice to choose him is the day I told myself that no matter what matters, I shall not waiver or regret my choice.

3.5 years on, although I think another better guy has came into my life and is interested, yet, I shall not think about it. He is has a better communication skill, he is good conversationalist, he makes me wish I could continue arguing with him about gender differences due to societal progress as well as psychological differences of male and female... He has a good sense of humour as well as makes me laugh at his witty comments.

He hasn't make any obvious move, but I can tell he has probably some interest in me despite knowing that I am married.

Anyway, even if he makes his move, I must persevere on and stay faithful unless one day he is the one who gives up on this marriage or lets me down... I must remain true to him. I must not waiver! :)

Week 4 Of School

Depressing.
Disappointing.
Stressful.
Low self esteem.
Enough said!

Ponderings...

1) What have I gotten myself into? I told myself that I would stop at Diploma level and work my way up. Now, I am keen for career advancement and taking my Advance Diploma, killing my brain cells, activating my stress hormones, destroying my hair follicle cells and getting myself totally wrecked studying...

2) I told myself to relax and take my time to study, especially, since I know I need lots of time to adapt back to student life. However, now I am totally stressed over assignments, presentation and group projects. Best of all, I don't even know what topics my group and I would be handling! I am getting all hyped up for nothing...