After Much Promises...

Always wanted to find the cash, guts to travel alone and time to go over Melbourne to visit my 'sister'. Had been telling her that I would go over and stay with her one day. Finally, this day would be coming! Got myself all excited although it is still a month away...

Departing: Singapore(SIN - Changi Intl Terminal 3) on Thu, 24 Sep 2009, 2335 hrs
Arriving: Melbourne(MEL - Melbourne Intl) on Fri, 25 Sep 2009, 0855 hrs
Flight: SQ237 (B777-300) Economy Class

Departing: Melbourne(MEL - Melbourne Intl Terminal 2) on Sat, 03 Oct 2009, 1550 hrs
Arriving: Singapore(SIN - Changi Intl) on Sat, 03 Oct 2009, 2140 hrs
Flight: SQ228 (A380-800) Economy Class

Cyaz CW!

Old Song But Nice Lyric

I'll be loving you forever
Deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
Even if you took my heart and tore it apart
I would love you still forever You are the sun, you are my light
And you're the last thing on my mind
Before I go to sleep at night
You're always 'round when I'm in need
When trouble's on my mind
You put my soul at ease

There is no one in this world
Who can love me like you do
So many reasons that I
Want to spend forever with you

We've had our fun, and we've made mistakes
But who'd have guessed along that road
We'd learn to give and take
It's so much more than I could have dreamed
You make loving you
So easy for me

There is no one in this world
Who can love me like you do
That is the reason that I
Want to share forever with you

Coz this is a world
Where lovers often go astray
But if we love each other
We won't go, won't go that way
So put your doubts aside
Do what it takes to make it right
Coz I'll love you forever
No one can tear us apart

I'll be loving you forever
Deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
Even if you took my heart and tore it apart
I would love you still forever

I just want you to know that I can't eat, I can't sleep
I can't breathe, whenever i'm without you
When we walk, I stand tall
When we talk, I only talk about you girl

Questions Running Through My Mind

- Why do I have this soft spot for you that I give in to you even when you never do formally apologize to me after you have hurt me?

- Why do I always forgive you so readily?

- When will my patience with you run out totally until I walk away from you and never turning back?

- Why do I love you so much?

- When will I realize that I love you no more?

- When will I realize that you have hurt me too much for me to bear anymore and decide to leave you for good?

- How sacrificing I ever be towards you?

- How much more compromising do I have to be just in LOVE's name?

- When is enough really enough?

Words of a FCP to MCP

The day FCP meets MCP...

While you were snoring, I was tearing myself to sleep. Popped 8 piritons to sleep only to be awaken and asked if I wanted Macdonald's breakfast.

How dare you be sound sleep and totally clueless how I had cried myself to sleep, praying to strength to be more ration as well as stronger to tolerate your lies + nonsense?

How dare you belittle my medical knowledge to say I can't even tell the difference between sperm and phelgm which you claimed?

I can feign ignorance but doesn't make me totally unaware what you have been doing while I wasn't home.

*speechless*

God give me strength to tolerate such nonsense until the day my patience has reached my limits. Then, would I totally wash my hands off.

Back To Ward Life

Wef of 11 August 2009, I would no longer be working office hours and enjoying weekends off. I would be transferred to ward life and back to 3-rotating shifts. This is to prepare me for my up-coming Advance Diploma (should I get selected).

So what happens if I don't get selected afterall? God knows...

If I do get selected, it would be 2 years bond and back to ward after the course, I can dream on if I wish to work office hours.

Looks like I can't escape 3-rotating shifts afterall. I am destined to do 3-rotating shifts as a nurse :). I can't run away anymore.

Just hope I do get the application for Advance Diploma...

A Nurse's Prayer

Lord, As I go to work today
I sense that You are near
Here on my knees, I bow my head
In hopes that You might hear.

Oh Lord, I'm just a simple nurse
And humbly now I pray
That with Your help, I will make
A difference today.

Let me give them comfort, Lord
At times when things are rough
And give me courage to go on
When I had enough.

Let me say just one kind word
That, in sadness, brings a smile
And give me time, that with the lonely
I can talk a while.

Let me touch one single life.
Let me ease one single pain.
Let me lend my shoulder to cry upon.
When tears falls freely like rain.

Lord, guide my simple words today
When it's answer that they seek.
Give me strength to carry on
When my body's tired and weak.

Let me ease one broken heart
Let me soothe one crying child.
Give me calm when chaos breaks
And everything turns wild.

Ease the shaking of my hands.
My spirit, please renew.
And when it seems there is no hope
Let me put my faith in You.

Let them see compassion, Lord
Each time I shed a tear.
And when, in death, I hold their hand
Let them feel Your presence near.

I ask this all of You, dear Lord
As on my knees, I pray
But most of all, I ask of You
Help me make it through the day!




Ruth Kephart